and today was a rough one. it seemed like everything was going wrong and i didn’t choose ‘yes’ at any point. from an elevated conversation about who was going to be in room through delivery and being scared to wanting to get baby stuff done and not having the time to stressing about what we still need to not knowing what i need to pack in my hospital bag to…and the list could go on. today, my 33rd week, more ‘mountains’ than i’m equipped to deal with formed today and i broke down.
i’m finding myself more and more emotional and stubborn as all get out. i just have to remember that ‘everything will be alright.’
my much-missed d.c. friends threw me a shower yesterday, so khoran and i drove down to the district (with a friend in tow for khoran). i am beyond grateful for the time i got to spend with some of my closest friends all at once - to just talk. and thank you for asking the questions…i need to remember the things i’m most excited about AND the things that scare me the most, too, so thanks for wondering, asking and listening.